Embarrassed
November 1st, 2010 § 2 Comments
Almost exactly one year after I started, and I’m almost back to square one. There were so many things i’d hope for, so much I’d hoped to be by this time. I achieved none of it and i’m so embarrassed. Is there a point in trying again?
November 2, today, is my birthday. I swore I wouldn’t take my huge weight into this new year of life, yet here I am, at the threshold carrying all glorious two hundred and eighty/ninety- howmuchever of it! Lovely.
Be all that as it may, here i go again. No lofty goals this time, I just want to lose *some* weight in *any* amount of time.
…right?
| 1-Nov | |
| Breakfast | |
| broccoli and carrots | 0 |
| Snack | |
| 2 caramel bars | 6 |
| Lunch | |
| 1 caramel bar | 3 |
| Snack | |
| 75g Dried Prunes | 1 |
| Dinner | |
| broccoli and carrots | 0 |
| 1 Sainsburys Garlic chicken Kiev | 8 |
| 75g Dried Prunes | 1 |
| Snack | |
| 2 caramel bars | 6 |
| Remaining Points | 6 |
| Total | 25 |
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I am SO glad your back lovely! you know, its NEVER too late to start again. Never too late to get as healthy as you need to be. Keep recording, I am here to support ya!
aww thank you SO much for the encouragement! I like that line, “Never too late to get as healthy as you need to be” I really hope to have a better go at it this time!!